Busy Lifestyle

I wish I could have a normal and simple life. Being an OL is A part of my life, I really don't know when will I can escape this life. Living in a way I want. We all know that money isn't important, but you really can't survive without money. The life without money is miserable and torturing. U get what I meant, Right?

Now, for me, I had made up my mind, earning money comes first. I can do anything with money. Hey please, don't laugh, one day u will know it. After that, I wish I could use the money that I saved (perhaps not in a biscuit tin) to save other people. Donation? Erm.. No no.. I prefer to become a volunteer in saving south african people. Of course one hand cant clap. I should have make a detail plan in order to save them from hunger. For me, people can die in accident and disease. But please not HUNGER, it does not make any sense for me.

Everytime i saw the youngster or even pampered children left some "eat-able" food in plates, I will get angry. It is because the leftover could be the most delicious food for those south african victims. God, punish those who wasting the food and blessing those who are still suffering hunger crisis. Amen.

Are you still LIKE me?

I've been searching for so long, a way to release and relax my mind about him. He seems changed a lot. But I still can notice that he still like me... Like or Love? Well, I prefer "love" than the so called "like". I love him anyway even though he did not want to mention that he love or like me. It is not easy to maintain a relationship, either between family, friends or even lovers.

Oh God. Can you point me a correct way to love him? I do not want to stalk him every moment i suspecting him.

But, please, dat girl, i do hope u can find ur own and true love, He is my own and my only true love, can you please let me go instead i say "let him go"?

I dont like to cry, because it can make me get weak and even weaker. Im not strong, if u know me, im really weak and helpless. Ironically, I always cry even though I do not like it.

Revailing the haze.. chapter 1

Im hazel, 1st time start to blog. Sometimes some words, some feeling do not require to speak out, rather, put it as a digital character. I would rather do it, really. I enjoy to read other bloggers' "diaries". it is fun, coz u could know what other people doing at different places.. So... hope you enjoy my blog.. too!!